I’ve had a bad day because any day you start to truely doubt yourself is a bad one.
I feel like I play with fire everytime I come here, yet, everyday I find myself back here again. I find myself having the same thoughts and giving myself the same reminders I always do. I love my husband, my marriage, my family and I love them all deeply. For the protection, security and love they give me. yet here I sit, in the ealry hours, typing out my frustraitions again. Trying to assure myself once again Feeling like a cheater, a liar and a horrible person. Rinse repeat. All in the name of bbc. Something I have never had. Something that isonly for a pleasure, guaranteed to wreck me mentally and for all I know, physically.
What is it? what is the pull? In my life I have absolutely everything I could need. So why is something that I merely desire becoming such a disruptive force on my psyche ? Why does it keep a woman up, out of her husbands bed? out of the fields of vision of her children?
Some days I just wonder who the real me is
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When you taste a big cock is hard not to think about it. Especially when your husband does not satisfy you. All this due to having tried a huge piece of fresh meat, that woke your real nature, your instinct to mate, to be taken by an alpha male, being pregnant. Enjoy the pleasures of the flesh, there is only one life.
I are attracted to BBC cause BBC just seems to know how to use me mentally and physically. I also love how BBC will use me without caring what I think, Whatever BBC wants BBC takes and that has always made me a BBC woman! BBC makes me a white happy sex slave for their cock because they can surprise me and use me and control me with that cock!
Patricia Dawn
Plus most BBC want to be the boss and not eat another mans cum from in me, I love the Master BBC! White men are becoming wimps like Bruce Jenner and Justin B.
According to my girlfriend, society still imposes so many restrictions on a white middle-class or working woman, that by taking on black men she can have the satisfaction of flipping the bird to the whole corrupt system.