Crazy days in my life

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My grandmother goes to summer residence in summer and autumn, I live alone in our apartment in New York, and it’s good to me of course. But in November (to her returning) despair comes to me, depression (in “anticipation” of the next year in one apartment with her), almost suicide moods begin. From November till May I try to spend less time at home, I go home only to sleep. AI always do something in the evening: I loaf with friends in bars and night clubs, go to fitness. I don’t want to rent flat, it becomes more expensive, and it seems to me that it will be boring and terrible alone though I live alone in summer. My young man is more younger then me by 3 years, and comfortably to him to live with parents and to have sex during week-end when someone’s apartment will be released. We love each other, we are together already 6 years. He does not want to rent appartment together, and I can’t wait for some years when he “will rise on feet” cause I’m not 17 years old! Sometimes I think that it is more easier to find “the husband with apartment” (I can fascinate anyone!) But after all then I will lose love, and “gold cage” – not for me too! So the situation is desperate. My mood is nasty, one thing that saves me now is my hobby – to write my blog, to strike up new acquaintances with people on PersonalClips There I have met with my new friend Chad, now he writes posts with me on my blog, I am surprised as quickly this site becomes popular, I have not time to overlook more all new movies and pics which appear there, I saw a lot of porn sites, but it was boring to me to look at video and photos made in studio. it is more interesting to look on big homemade porn movies and pics, all these people fuck so naturally, without instructions of director, without a make-up! And when black man with big cock fucks white chick, these are the hottest films which I could find! Please, visit and leave the comments about PersonalClips, let’s discuss amateur interracial movies which you like! I will be very glad to discuss them with you!