My interracial cuckold dream

I’ve been locked in my belt when my lovely wife came back from her date and evening with her black boyfriend. That’s more than three weeks ago, and normally I’d expect to be let out about now, but she’s starting her period which means I’ll likely reach the four week mark for the first time ever.

The other big news was that I was contacted by a fertile and dominant black man here in San Diego who kindly wanted to grant my hotel creampie fantasy. He’d save himself for a few days, then fuck her while I’m silent, belted, and tied; then I’d clean her up. My wife said “no” pretty strongly. She’s happy with both our sex lives the way they are.

Next, he and I tried to convince her that a handjob would be good for me to watch, and much safer for her. Instead of my monthly orgasms, he’d have them, given by my wife. I would have to contrast his virility with my infertility and submission, maybe clean her fingers. Again she said “no”.

She really enjoys keeping my fantasies unfulfilled, and thinks I’m even less of a man if that’s possible. I’ve also disappointed this gentleman who was trying to help me.

If you have any experiences or ideas that might help me, I would very much like to hear from you.