Wife with other man

I don’t get it! My cock’s as big as his, but my wife insists they’re bigger than me I think she just gets off on making me watch her do other men! Why else does she insist on them tying me up this way, making me watch, and the whole time she is just watching me?!? If only I hadn’t told her how much I liked the idea of her cuckolding me, but not like this…!